x3; Friday, November 10, 2006

a day full of tears, emotions, heartbreak, confrontation, avoidance, troubles.. man the list goes on.. just..wat a day. i know things have changed and thats something i have to accept. yet, it just totally hit me, how much things have changed.. in such a short amount of time aswel..

perhaps others dont see things this way.. but i personally feel asthough i've lost a very close friend of mine. even if shes just a couple of metres away from me, shes still not there. even if she truly still cares, i dont see it. perhaps i need to look at things in another perspective.. i dno, its just that feeling of me being somewhat something to her.. a speck of importance, is gone. maybe she feels the same way? i dont know. i'm just really emotional right now and i know she is waitin for a response from me, but now isnt really the right time. i need time off, to settle down. let my feelings cool down before i break down anymore. thats why ive decided to take a day off today.. that means 3 days to settle down. that should be enough..

i know its hurting us both, but i just want u to know;
i still love u anhlinh, like always. ='[

loanie.