x3; Tuesday, October 31, 2006

jessica here n tess. :) we're at school in the library. omg how lame? lol nah loanies doing some printing thingy and we jus tagged along to blog :) LOL we're obsessed with this joint blog thing ^^ well school so far is a bitch. not a bitch but i feel like its bitching me so hard. becos... i want it so bad. urgh. so bad. :) no it should be a sad face :( im not a pessimist babe,. yes u are, right now u are, welcome to my world.. tats was lyk mi b4... :) not evenlol. but yeh nah its cool. i needa find a good book to read..any suggestions all u book worms out there? hehehe lol, well ders one here ryt now? any suggestion Jess lol me?? BOOKWORM? as if. lol i wish. o.O LOL for real..I WISH. **sigh. u do not want to be a bookworm darl... man skool is soo borin... cant believe im in d library bloggin... =.=" how sad hey.LOL library here is a no go unless for last minute shit jobs that results a fail. lern the lessson ! last minute dusnt get u far :) well well well where is loanie. ..THERE SHE IS haha. lol yay shes here.. heheh dis blog is gonna b long if loanie is here :P yeh so loanie keep out. :) shes bloody obsessed with this stuff HAHA. leave some space for us. hohohoohohoh HAHAHa im a loser HOHOho

we're done HAHAa love jess n tess

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i guess it wasnt meant to be... today the 31st of October would be my 10th month with someone, i was bloggin dis morning at 12am but then unfortunately my net disconnected. it just wasnt meant to be...

newaiiz bak to reality or the present?!? im in tourism ryt now and doing jack all, just sittin here bloggin my way thru time, tourism is such a bludge lesson i dun even do any work in here wich is pretty bad, but den everyone bludges in here newaiiz, some ppl is on bebo others on games...

newaiiz im off now kinda feelin a lil sick atm =.='

s2 teresa

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yes jesss, loan hasnt been replying to me for quite some time nowww! please stop tlkin to her n let her hav some 1on1 moment wit me..~!! hahah.

;] dw darls; luv alwais.

loaniee.

x3; Monday, October 30, 2006

.. nearly finished eco.. n wth its only 11.20 .. thats odd! usually i'll be hard at work, doin some last-min assignment due in the nxt day. hehe but not tonite, i gta cheer up my tessieee poop. haha hold up.. she doent need me! someone else is takin over n cheerin her up........=

yes jess yes!! pimples! like arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~! i bet i bet, its the day at coast. somethin strange happened that day.....we both ended up covered wit dots&spots all over our faces!

acutie pie. a new nickname for my fb/mr.se/buttwipe/sir panda// haha im sure theres mre!

2 litres of water dwn my throat in just one nite! wow! guess how mani times ive went toilets..... way too mch to keep track~

signin off now; alwais..
loanieee.

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attack of the pimples!!! we must join forces babe and conquer this pimple epidemic :S its so bad. my ugly days are HORRIBLE. my hair, my face, my skin, everything. the only pretty thing on me right now are my nicely nourished nails :) so anyways, i finally decided to start on the road to beauty once again. i got my hair cut. face mask n all that shit. all lotioned out, so beautiful skin :) if i keep this routine up. hopefully i'll come out ok after this battle for beauty. :) economics draft in tomorow. ill start attacking that head on soon. but first ima lay back and watch some tv. havnt watched tv in a long while. i do think im deserving of some television. after all this low self esteem bs. :D i think im going to be ok. lol but do keep in mind im still recovering! so it'd be kind of u if u be considerate enough to NOT look at my face :) thanku. much appreciated.
love lots; jessica
p.s grade 12 finishing soon!! :O i will miss a few to be honest :( LOL my TAD class!!! ahh . lol ah jks =] no esp &earth science actually.

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omg everiwun... congrads to me, i've finally finished legals =D... haha jst hope the oral goes well tmro! then theres eco......bleh.

hm, rite now i jst dno how im gna fall aslp.. wide awake here, thats y im bloggin at 3 somethin in the morning! hahah cnt slp.... holidais is the time i get my normal sleepin pattern back.

btw. havin faith, rather than doubts is the way to go.. im not sayin, rely on faith to get u somewhere, but its always best to have a lil bit of faith in u.

+ gurls, ive realised. its alwais best to like someone witout expectin anything in return. yes as my acutiee pie always say.. 'Just go with the flow.'

thats it for now, alwais..

Loaniee.

x3; Sunday, October 29, 2006

been listenin to piano pieces all day.. so calmin&lovely.. just loving it. im startin to see the better side of things..like to everithin. odd, yes buh i am. theres still tension between me n mi mum, yet feelin so mch s2 towards her. my doubts hav turned into... hm say..appreciation&gratitude.

still stickin wit the quote darls.. have faith, dont have doubts. i guess thats knda like my sheer stimulus..motivation.. nah, i kno who/what is keepin me goin. =]

remain&anticipate. hm does that make sense?

loaniee. =]

x3; Saturday, October 28, 2006

I really didn't know back then but right now i'm totally sure
(I Wish You Loved Me - Tynisha Keli) good song bro. ..im so tired right now but i dont wanna go sleep. i dont know why. im saying its too early but deep down..im waiting for something..anything. who knows what it is. i dont even know myself. what a sad sad night? lol .omfg. urgh. today.too hot for myliking. heat wave. its gonna get worse. there was apower outage in our catchment area. HAHA too much aircon im guessing. i didnt learn did i? i cant always have things my way! :[ muthafker. i hope ur all having a better night than me! well. im off to rest. sweet night pumpkins.
jess
p.s where are u :)

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Soo bored n annoyed ryt now!! nephews are ova and dey're just yelling, cryin, runnng round d house tryin to annoy me. man n my net... still dun have it yet, gotta wait another day for the computer man to cum n connect it, so ryt now i just hav to unfortunately share d computer wit my bro. its soo annoyin cuz he keeps sayin WAIT!! n his "wait" is lyk 15min each tym. i get soo annoyed but im glad im on now so i can blog it all out lol. but still not as excited as i thought cuz no1 is on to talk too, which really sux. loan n jess is sumwhere doin sumfin i dunno wat, lol prob loanie tryin to practice her new keyboard ryt now... i want to play mine too but i dun have ne piano piece to practice from. onli if i have tym den id ask vinh to teach me, he sed tat he'll teach me n loanie piano... so u guys wait to hear us play our piano piece :P...
newaiiz im off now... Cya!! :D

s2 Teresa aka Tess

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Thank god for prepaid internet!! yes......!! =] ahah
ms'n ur goodbye cuddles~

<3 loanie!

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babe u shud never feel bad!! never ever. it actually makes me feel better when ur happy. alot happier. makes my day. and boys HA.nah dusnt matter. well finally u guys blogged.lol. im like up at 12.54 doing nothing but reading over my stupid blogs. quite intersting actually. :) aniwais my mums annoying me.im out. remmeber to not use that sharp brackets.the corrupt the html! aniwisss.latrs biatch.
p.s to my loanie babe. get ur net back.it'd be annoying not being able to contact u..cos u and ur mob dont mix. jess

x3; Friday, October 27, 2006

aww man the RELIEF... relief i tell ya!!!! hahha

loanie&tess.

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just arrived n kick-startin off this bloggin session! =]

let me try to remember wat i had blogged earlier on at school..hmm.... well with me, i dunno wat to blog ryt now either, had sumthing on my mind last nyt but now cant fink of it, it isnt that moment anymore, neho0s bak to me.. hahah wels wat a day... a total 360turn around!! came to school feelin so so happy!! jst so happy! .. assembly filled me up wit excitement for camp, then 10mins of exhausting yet fun asss dancing.. =] lol it was great. then .. lol i received two, yes not one but two bottles of bo beep lollies.. thanks buttwipe. wait theres stil more... i went to bio...and and ... Mr.Malar was AWAY.. and and... i had MR.VU!! yes mr. vu i love that man!! ..=D
ok i'll let loan tlk n come bak soon ;] heheh wat a funny one!! well well.. today i was pretty happy aswell knowin tat i hav found my fwnd again, even tho we havent talked to eachother for d whole week but im still happy tat we have sorted things out via MSN, OK dis myt sound a lil suss but dun take it d rong way, i onli fink of him as a FRIEND!! :D suss suss!! lol!! no its not suss, its just the truth, u just can't hack it lol!!:P... newaiiz mi turn darlin.. lol ur bloody harmonica hurted my teeth real bad ............. (recoverin from the pain) hehe

hm in a way i feel bad for feelin so so happy inside.. cos i kno that my darlin spice is feelin real bleh.. but keep in mind babe that boys r like accessories in life.. they're somethin u can liv witout.. lol at times... haha so dw gurls! we hav each other.. 24/7 ;] hehe jst that i hav a lil extra special someone ... hehe .. KIET.. hehe yes kiet... haha yay! i hav kiet! lol no.....pls dont get the impression that im obsessed over him.. lol i jst hehe yeh. loans turn!!

hmm.. well i was happy today but den yeh in a way i felt bad because of //

ohhh we see a shootin star!! mad! =] make a wish girlie *i wish....er ur not suppose to kno! =P BRB ppl vinhs over.. neho0s. btw guys i dnt hav the net nemore!! o.m.g... torture!!
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// newaiiz bak to me!! she just hogged the comp. lol well yeh bak to wat i was sayin lol... yeh...
hahhah "yeh.." ahha thats all she has to say.. hehe newais bak to ME... hahah jks .. here u go tess.. siff!!:D well hahahahahahah.... just speechless.. LOL. nah ok, seein my spice all upset ova a guy, just lyk how i was, made me feel really bad and hopeless, i couldnt do nefin to help her but be der for her, i guess its just up to her now!! if i can get thru dis den she can.. she is soo much stronger than i am. thats bcos u guys know that u hav me here for u!! ..alwais. forever n ever.. we don't need guys to be HAPPY!!:D yeh..i need A guy tho... sometimes... :P

okies time to end this god dam long as blog.. hehe CONGRADULATIONS if u guys made it to here.. cos i kno if it was me i wouldve tuned out yonks ago! nehooz goodbye now n we'll see u in a lil while, gudbye for today we'll c u agen errrrr please stop singin now!~!
hehe BYES ppl!

<3loanie&tess.

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sorry babe for contradicting u but....

faith can only get you so far.

excluding the faith in religion because you know it's there. but faith in someone? faith in ur feelings? in his feelings? in trust? in security? faith can only get you so far...with respects to jbox. but right now ..i dnt see where faith wud've got me :( ..u know lost all of what was hope ? oh well. lolol. what a day in school.felt like shit. tired. headache. cramps. ... and something stupid to forget. stupid eco. stupid maths. stupid dancing. and...TAD ..wtf LOL lewis -_-" although he was extremely sexy in a strange drunk way. o.O lollllllll .

ta ta loved ones. . jessica

x3; Thursday, October 26, 2006

hm. wat a day.. woke up already feelin lik shit for not doin eco then here comes mrs.NEVER-stop-complainin n once again she does her thing.. complains. felt shit all day.. n yes i kno mi darlin jess was tryin to cheer me up (appreciatin it babe).. and yes she did, yet it still didnt bring a permanent smile to mi face..apparently however, after legals i was feelin quite ok.. dnt kno if its jst the isolation from everiwun or jst the thought that i'd see someone at lunch.. either way. thank god i felt better towards the end.. AND a special thanks to my lovely fb. jst feelin ur presence brought a smile to mi face =]

have faith, dont have doubts. still keepin that in mind jbox.

'dreams- BoysIIMen' i kno ur out. n i reali wna tlk + see u, yet listenin to this song over n over jst makes things easier.. =] u kno y? ...wel listen to the lyrics n u'll kno! 'I know i cant be there, baby its alrite..'

excited to hear someone sing.. ahha n see his special talent .. yes im sure u sound JUST like boyzone.......... lol woops i forgot. have faith, dont have doubts. =] haha nice hearin u soon!
oh my.. schoolwork >< how so hectic. buh lets not blog nor think abt it! =)
oh no, but cnt. i MUST do eco.. which was supposingly due today.. bleh, luvin mr.pratt.. so so NICE! sucha busy schedule yet this bloggin thing is quite.. hmm pleasant? i guess its a way u can express urself witout ppl suffocating u wit questions..? haha i dno. either way, i can see myself gettin hooked onto it. (Jess says: YES! she blogs!) haha. god blogged so mch alreadi. okies enouf for today.

luv loanie.

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lol ... lol lol lol ..ah .what did i get myself into. urgh. :[

x3; Tuesday, October 24, 2006

haha what a weekend. i was looking forward to spending a simple day in but that wasn't wat it was like at all. had to get stuff from Bunnings and craft stores for my bloody assignment with Son yesterday. Sunday went to Tess' cos friends stick together. right :). x3. soo tired in school today. just wanted to lean on someone's shoulder and sleep. sleep n sleep. OMFG and my wish came true. whats with those lil fluffy white things flying arnd? u know those things that can be wished on. couldn;t catch one! so loanie gave me the Bo Peep jar she got for anthony just because ..aww so sweet :p well she gave me it to wish upon :S && IT WORKED. cos out to lunch and and what did we see?? MAGIC. HA :D LOL ;) thanks babe for the BO PEEP wish. much appreciated. maths B assignment due in tomorow. LARDAS hahahahahaaa havnt started. have NO idea how to do it :( maths B FAILED -_-" dear me... well i reformatted my comp for the first time in my life. its so new and fresh and fast. but its sucha piss installing everything and re dling programs etc. LUCKY i burnt all photos and music before comp screwed up. its fate is it not. ha. well anyways im cruising. eat. then attempting the impossible. maths b.

x3jess

x3; Sunday, October 22, 2006

all three of us blogging.wow..ALL BOYS R FAGS" except.... ;hah no ALL!! even kiet!! yes hun you too! well anyways

dreamworld girls? i rekon it was awesome..very! blueclues ^^ love it, been beside me eversince..lol except now. OHH i get it..hahaha kiet hey. well i dno. i had a really good day. but i dno..went to le's after. had to go home cos my lil sister was gonna be home alone.slipped into some form of fuking depression stage.scary.. it was. but im ok now.for now.cos im at loans. :) loooking after each other.yes lucky us gurls have each other :) aint that rite gurls?? yes thanks . love u all! how disappointed was i..didnt get to say a proper goodbye. it was a romantic goodbye though wasnt it. the train doors closed on u while im standing outside reaching out to u. haha then u with ur oh no shit i missed the door look. haha what an idiot. as if u miss the door? haha i was tlkin abt KIET :P HAHAHA u shudve been with kiet instead of talking abt him.jeeez girl..haha what a day. all the rides and no puke. haha yes n we got jess to go on the giant drop TWICE aswell .. wat abrave girl ;) omfg. never again! HAHA never again. i get to watch lost when i get home. gnas gave it to me. haha :D awesomenesssssssssssssssssssssssssss. cough cough... suss! HAHAHA what btw loans sick...still sussed HAHA idiots/ ur DUMB!! lol something mores serious. if u knew something abt ur friend wud u tell? **CONTEMPLATING and it wud kill her if she knew.burstin her bubble. i guess..but there shudnt be a bubble in the first place. im off .. byess everiwun!

love jess, tess, loanie

x3; Wednesday, October 18, 2006

I would like to officialy & sincerely welcome Loanie and Tess to this well nourished blog of mine. it is now a conjointed. i just thought we got stories that connect in such an interseting way. && id love to read the hidden voices of my beloveds :) have fun blogging girls. n have fun reading readers!

ANYWAYS. maths exam...errrrrrrrr i DONT KNOWWWWWW how i went. im quite scared of my outcome as a matter of fact. but ah well.

&&happy birthday monica n anthony!!!

maybe today didnt turn out well moni babe. but u got another 365 days to enjoy being 17! HA! whos old now? im still a tad older..BUT ur still old ..HAHAa 17's cool babe. :D enjoy love.
n anthony :) take care of baby panda. LOL its loanie ;) well im off to watch house ..SEASON FINALE! LIKE OMFG he gets shot. AH.man crazy shit. well latrs biatches. love;
heres something produced out of boredom and scarce talent.

x3; Tuesday, October 17, 2006

looks like theres no tv tonight for me. except idol. making time for that..definately. im going hardout for maths B tonight. have not studied at all till today and exams tomorow. its so crucial. omfg ....i cant jus wing it this time. half the stuff im unsure of. looks like a tough outlook for me. **sigh. ah well. why am i blogging??? no fcking idea. lol :S maybe dzusing up before the study. rah . im procrastinating.this is so bad. ok one more line. ....i.m.g .. loans. u know what i mean ;) my half obsession **faint. wish me luck for exams. thanks guys. i can feel the luck already! love;xx

x3; Thursday, October 12, 2006

im trying so hard to stay awake. well u see, im tryna balance out my sleep cycle. no afternoon naps even if i slept late and woke up early. i must keep with it. cos once u nap..u cant stop!! also, ive made a pledge to not watch more than 2 tv shows in a row a night. :) too much tv i think.wayyy too much. im hooked, please help me. im not doing any work. well schools cool. didnt end up going to the social. was quite disspointed really. but afterwards i wasl ike MEH ah well :D cos yeh. haha jus because. but ah yeh . :):):):):) i wish there was some bloody emoticons thingy i can use. im sick of this :) bs . :) i got... impossible maths b assignment to do, impossible economics report, do-able BOM assignment, maths B exam nex fckng week!, thats it. for now ! : ah . . going for my L's sometime this comng week. so wish me luck love ? thanku so. ta ta now :D

x3; Sunday, October 08, 2006

i finished my english oral :D atm in economics..we're playing this stock market exchange game and then gotta write a report on why we bought so & so and why we sold so n so. like wtf?!i dont even know how to play the bloody thing. i know how to buy. but i mean..whats the point if u dnt know if its up or down? or sideways :S LOL nah that was a joke.... -_-" err the sideways part :S .. :D um yeh so i did contradict myself. i did end up going to moonfest. lol.. but only cos tess was back from camp and loanie wasnt doing anything ! so u know. us three and the world. it was short ..it was shit. but it was good then to tess' place after for a bitch session without the bitching. & yes ...school tomorow!!! :O my goodness this term is gonna be hektic. work load is gonna pile like theres no fuking tomorow. sorry no profanities -_-" holidays went by so fast hey. hmm next thing im in yr12 doing the QCS..nex thing schoolies.nex thing im successful managing my own business..nex thing im married, fat and running arnd after babies : NOOO. thats horrible.. i wanna keep my waist line when im married. gosh. ill make sure of that. wells..just brainstorming ideas for what me and son can make for our Operations Management assignment for BOM. any ideas guys?!?!?!??! please help with ideas. something thats do-able of course

x3; Friday, October 06, 2006

everyones out on this beautiful last friday of the holiday day and im at home progressing on my no where near done english oral. It's so bad doing an assignment during the holidays because your english goes bland and simple and you forget smart words. im second up for this blardy oral on the first day back second period. URGh. i cant even have it drafted. well anyways.. on sunday it was aarons birthday and i went to his bbq at that FARM!? LOL nah it wasnt a farm. but yeh that was alright. cool cool. then on monday we had oh joyful girls night in. on wed went shopping with my dear jane. and yesterday morning had my first job interview! it was for cotton on. LOl so when they ask what do u like about cotton on..what do u say if u dont ahve any of their clothes.. i think i did well. but i dnt thik its a success for me. i mean there was two groups andd abt 15 ppl in each. thats quite alot! i dnt stand a chance. no one was great looking though so i mean..not saying i have no chance at all..LOl er..... :) anyways. moonfest this sat and quit asking if im going. cos no i am not. i mean.. who's going besides the lil teeny weeny boppers.? OK WOW so if u press F11 this page goes full screen! HAHA accidently pressed it. new discovery :D 17 online from my brissy list and 14 on my syd list. NO ONE IS ONLINE! ! woa. so everyone is out. goodness me. i must continue my oral. but oh i cant... my brain is working at its peak level whilst on holiday mood. if i push it, it could overheat.

i dnt think this lil msg wil get to him but i dont think any of this gets to anyone anyways soo:
it's fine. things happen. thanku :) i really do appreciate it

here's one from girls night

couple from coast

x3; Tuesday, October 03, 2006

rah...

x3; Sunday, October 01, 2006