x3; Saturday, September 30, 2006

yeh... new layout ..lol

x3; Friday, September 29, 2006

lets see..coast on monday was fabulous. much joy much joy :D sons, tiffanys, dannys, vinhs, vincents, simons birthdays. happy bday to tiff for this wed :D lovely day. the journay didnt take as long as we thought it would. cos like the saying goes.. time flies when ur having fun. :) though there were a few remarks by certain insignificants but hey. go to hell? the walk to the park along the beach took forever.. i was starting to think there was no park and the beach was never gonna end! like omfg my leg :( then oh the fun we had in the water n out. lol and watching tiffany tryna pop her passion pop.!! LOL the moment was like intensed.. just waiting n waiting ...and then POP. quite un suspected in a suspected way. then the walk back along the beach!! THAT was fun. but very very cold and very very tiring. i swear my thighs are nicely toned now :D haha much appreciated the excercise. the journey back was tiring. low moment for me. dont know why? because of that missing spot i have which still lingers from time to time... but ah well? so anyways. this week has been a completely lazy ass week for me. doing nothing at all. i enjoyed it. then today just came home from loanies. ate so much. watched so much. sang so much. nothingness so much. it was nice. then tomorow .. :) see how it goes. (Y) aarons bday this sunday. awesome. man ppl do sure have alot of sex during the christmas holidays. look at the september-oct babies!

well.. ta ta ! goodnight loved ones.

x3; Wednesday, September 27, 2006

like usual.. when its late..i think. so whats the thought of the night?.. pessimists. llike someone who genuinely does not see the light. i thought i could be negative sometimes. but its so hard to understand someone who is negative abt everything. sometimes i just wish to save them from that lil black hole they fell in. but im just me and im not great. so.. **shrugs. i mean..isnt it simple? to just appreciate good things in life. theres got to be somethings to be grateful for.. i mean everyone has family. if not at least a friend. it frustrates me quite frankly. or how abt forgetting the worlds flaws and concentrate on its beauty. like for example..i was watching 20 to 01.. u know that show on channel 9. count down on the rich and the famous today. number 1 was bill gates.. he sure is loaded & he sure does help out alot. things like that..does that not trigger optimisim. i was reading an old old old firends blog today. she was sooo ...emo? idont know. then from hers i linked into someone else i knew frm childhood. her too! she sed tears and pain are not worth living for. like wtf. come on! theres everything to live for. no matter how much pain n tears. it just accumulates the joy and satisfaction and everything else thats good. lol i dont know. im loosing track of my thoughts. so ima stop here. sorri if i dont make sense. it is quite late..wel later than im used to .. ill blog abt the 6 in 1 party at the coast tomorow. :) n will post some kodac moments. ta ta! goodnight sweetlove :D

x3; Sunday, September 24, 2006

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yeap. (y)

happy birthday son !!

tomorow is gonna be a good day.. well i hope so. hoep the weather is gonna be good. heading to the coast tomorow (y). SIX bdays. so ah,, hope everyone enjoys the bloody day.

x3; Thursday, September 21, 2006

i have now finished all assignments.. just waiting for my draft needing to be sent by my teacher..finalise it and off it goes to printing. :D fantastic. then its holidays!!!!!!! YEHA quite excited really.

havnt blogged for quite some time. so heres my update
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nothing

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hence the reason for not blogging!! ha

except..theres this guy.. :)

LOL

nah well i got one thing to say..not abt the guy no -_-"

"avoid drowning in ur own ego; u only become a selfish loser"

x3; Monday, September 18, 2006

im ok. i think im ok. :) exams tomorow. fail. LOL. not being modest..FAIL for sheezy mahdeezy. but um yeh. i hope u feel better babe. :) im hear to talk. take a good rest tomorow maybe. gotta go and make a scheduled call to barbie jane. luv heaps and gnight

x3; Thursday, September 14, 2006

maybe yesterday was just one of those days.. lol

x3; Wednesday, September 13, 2006

i dont know what it is thats missing but something is missing. there is nothing driving my spirits each morning. and there are no thoughts before i go to sleep each night. im empty. thats so bad. where is my knight in shining armour. to save me from the pitch black hole. urgh........................ maybe its just one of those days..i dont know. but i feel like shit.

x3; Tuesday, September 12, 2006

x3; Monday, September 11, 2006

aww joseph is out. he was soooooo amazingly adorably cute. like o m f g . i wish him all the best. but RICKY made it thru ..an DEAN so im happpy. hehehe still good. school was.. COLD. allen that boy. didnt bring my jumper -_-" ..shaking my ass off today. but nah its cool. ppl took care of me :) thanku :D aniwais off to practice economics oral ..wish me luck.and bom exam tomorow now. so wish me luck for that too..NOW .ill be waiting for the luck yo.
aw joseph

x3; Saturday, September 09, 2006

it wasn't expected at all.
i was trying to read but i kept going over the same line. the same line, over and over and over again. i wanted to keep reading. i wanted to block out reality and keep dwelling in the world the book welcomed me to but i couldn't. i'm still trying to read the line over again. i gave up. i loooked at the page number and went over what she just told me. it hurt. my stomach turned and i felt like throwing up. i felt my eyes burning. i quickly found where i left off. i continued reading the story. determined to zone out once again. it was not working. i continued to feel sick. my mind kept creeping back to reality. what was i to do. she was waiting for a reaction. I had to be strong cos that's who i came off to be. i was strong and proud. i chuckled. and finally words came to my mouth. i dont care, raelly. it dusnt matter.
i convinced myself that that was true and for a moment it worked. i continued my reading but who was i fooling? my hopes now crushed. how was anyone supposed to feel if that happened?! but im fine. its cool. u move on from things like this and u take away a preciious lesson. and that was me talking proud again. who am i fooling? only myself.



happy birthday vinh :) best of wishes. luv;

x3; Thursday, September 07, 2006

i'm so tired. . extremely tired.. finally BOM is finished. handed it in today. how many pages? like fucking 20+ pages, cant remmeber.. alot more than 20 thats for sure.

SO..... right now..i despise someone very very much. >:( she/he is a very fake, transparent, vain, arrogant, homewrecker, destroyer of all good things, hahaha, lame, Big, ugly hair, thinks everyone likes her/him; pffft ur wrong, give up the flirting :S, ignorant to an extent, two faced, b i t c h yeap

sorry abt all the bitching.. ive cut down but i cudnt handle it. i hate this person with passion. just needed to share. but hell no will anyone know who it is. :D

LOL aniwaissssssssssssssssssssssssss

something for jimmy to understand..just for him, so no complaints
jimmy..is a dummy.. lives in the northern hemiii ...
sphere YEH thats rhymes wooot. poet of the century yo. more poems for u nex time cupcake of the day!

goodnight :)

x3; Wednesday, September 06, 2006

im thikning of a new layout.. actually i am working on one right now but i dont know if i shud change?

well spent all evenng and night doing BOM. we finally finished..good work girls. 16 pages yo. o.o crazy shit. now im jus working on my evaluation.. soo tired. my eyes are like so heavy.

its late..i gota go take a shower but still needa complete this shit..

today was ..mixed up everything. feelings all over the place. my mind. my hair? my work. i jus dont know anymore. im so over everything. it feels like nothing matters but at the same time everythng matters so much more. :S i know i know..like wtf? maybe its the hour.. my minds playing tricks on me.. too much business bs on my mind.
so boy crazed -_-"

i got an A for my english. lets celebrate . my first A in like how many months?!!?!?!? besides an A for maths.. but not for everythng else..A man! :D

goodnight yo.
sleeptight qt

x3; Tuesday, September 05, 2006

its ur bday today babe. i wish u happiness. i miss you. and i wish u cud be here to spend it with us. so i can call u and tell u that i am officially the first person to wishu a happy bdaii..like this day last year. :) happy bday once more.. iloveyou

also.. RIP Steve Irwin.. u were a great man. courage..strength. u got great charisma. an aussie icon u are. i will pray for u and ur family.

:) goodnight

x3; Sunday, September 03, 2006

riverfire was BLEH. though there were certain moments i readily enjoyed :D exceptional baby. but aniwais.. so yesterday all in one word... dissapointment. boring. confuzzling. lame. LOLing. interesting. eyeCANDIi. fate. confrimation. jets. fireworks :)
well more than one word. *shrugs. but hey it explains. today has been a lazy day. doing abit of work here and there..its gonna be a intensed week this week. alot of assignments due. wish me luck yo. i updated my bebo after 300 days. woot.

catcha latr!

x3; Saturday, September 02, 2006

its 2am and im in a contemplative mood. its strange. im not tired nor am i sleepy. school was cool today :) i saw a rainbow. funny huh the way time works. coincidental? or planned out? fate perhaps. LOl but yeh. my rainbow came after all. thanku. yet, the same time..im angry. i was doing fine until things did a whole 360° turn. what was lost hope is now found. unwanted i must admit. but its hope. -_-" confuzzled, thats what it is. no one probably understood any of that jibber. sorri :P now to something abit more OBVIOUS ... i luv ricky.. his from idol btw. so quit asking me if im seeing him :S LOL iwish baby. his gorgeous.. vote ppl vote! well is all. sleep tight. s2