x3; Wednesday, September 27, 2006

like usual.. when its late..i think. so whats the thought of the night?.. pessimists. llike someone who genuinely does not see the light. i thought i could be negative sometimes. but its so hard to understand someone who is negative abt everything. sometimes i just wish to save them from that lil black hole they fell in. but im just me and im not great. so.. **shrugs. i mean..isnt it simple? to just appreciate good things in life. theres got to be somethings to be grateful for.. i mean everyone has family. if not at least a friend. it frustrates me quite frankly. or how abt forgetting the worlds flaws and concentrate on its beauty. like for example..i was watching 20 to 01.. u know that show on channel 9. count down on the rich and the famous today. number 1 was bill gates.. he sure is loaded & he sure does help out alot. things like that..does that not trigger optimisim. i was reading an old old old firends blog today. she was sooo ...emo? idont know. then from hers i linked into someone else i knew frm childhood. her too! she sed tears and pain are not worth living for. like wtf. come on! theres everything to live for. no matter how much pain n tears. it just accumulates the joy and satisfaction and everything else thats good. lol i dont know. im loosing track of my thoughts. so ima stop here. sorri if i dont make sense. it is quite late..wel later than im used to .. ill blog abt the 6 in 1 party at the coast tomorow. :) n will post some kodac moments. ta ta! goodnight sweetlove :D