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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
happy 16th beautiful loanie. im in love with u .
hope u had a very very good day babe. plus many good days to come.
monday was sucha good day, the best in ages. then yesterday was so crap. felt like shit for no apparent reasons. today was cosi cosi. but still felt like shit towards the end. was walking home from snooker today and was lagging behind the girls, resulting in complemplation. thought to myself: how could u be so near to someone yet feel sooooo far apart. . i dont mean this to anyone in particular. in general i mean. like i hate it. feels like u cant do anything about it.rah. oh well. its life i guess. i hope tomorow i feel better. really. im so sick of these down moments. imagine being depressed. thats so horrible. i had a guest speaker come in for health ed the other day. she was from one of those mental illness assoiciations. i learnt alot abt mental illness. mental illness is actually an accurance of chemical inbalance in ur brain. depression is a real illness. its not really becos someone jus feels sad n so they are "depressed" thats jus overreacting. depression is a real thing. so dont go saying that u are depresssed when u have no clue what its like for those who do suffer from the disease. its 10.35 n everyone in my house is sleeping. it feels so late. maybe it is. i should be heading off soon. so ta ta love always;
p.s happy bdai once again to loanie babe. sugar will alwais be apart of me :P
p.s.s my last week at work :O so sad really. lol
10:02 PM;
always;xx
