her framed beauty

link

2007-03-24T23:02:00.000+10:00

layouts changing in a week after my exams. =]

and so is the link name. lol

so once change has occured, ask us for the link.

ta ta

happy beautiful birthday aiizi bee for tomorow. which is like a whole hour to go.

fall

2007-03-21T21:36:00.000+10:00

i never meant to fall

j

its late

2007-03-17T00:20:00.000+10:00

its so late. 1223 am. been awhile since i've been up this late. I am actually, really really tired but somethings keeping me up. maybe it's the stress of the unknown about the formal thats lingering around in my head. it could also be the unknown about what is installed for today. weird huh. i have tutoring at 12.30-2.30. i dont want to go at all because i feel so tired. but i think its because i feel tired right now. then after tutoring, im shopping with wendyline for an outfit. her birthdays this monday. shes having a special dinner out in town with her girls. so why do i keep thinking about wat to do?? i dont FEEEL like doing anything.

bus trip with aizi bee was fun. great start to the day. his quite the joker he is. :]

but um, hmm. work load is piling up. i better get started on them again before it becomes a disaster to manage. musical rehearsals are cool. fun fun with monica and havng our mini talk sessions in between rehearsing. well this is a poor attempt in trying to connect with my blog again. it is very late, i feel out of it, ai's watching supernatural and im diein gof envy. looks like its time to sleep.

sleep well

jessme seed

ps. we have special additions to our new age dictionary

AMO: asian emos
HELK: cross between hell and heck. often used in "what the helk"
CUNNY: cross between cunning and funny aka aiizi

lol

everytime we touch

2007-03-13T20:58:00.000+10:00

we didnt end up going sushi buffet. instead headed out to yum cha . it was yummmmeo. and erh the pancakes we tried so hard to stuff in was yummmmy asss too. here are some snaps (Y)

my short hair *.* its gettng longeR! :] (Y)

well well. i missed out on two sunday nights worth of good television. it's my favourite line up! now im behind with What About Brian, Grey's Anatomy, Ugly Betty! say no to "next time" ! ill neva leave my assignments to the day before. ahh we all know thats talk. they say its easier said than done. Summer Le's one month wednesday jus passed!! crazy hUH!. didnt get to see her yet o m f g and stina is BACK at school that hot mamma.

well catcha latrs ya ugly alligators. ta ta :)

something else

2007-03-04T11:39:00.000+10:00

i just hope that one day, what i want doesnt become something i need. because right now, i can foresee it an i know i'll end up hurt somehow.

hppy birthday tess baby, happy birthday qt, happy birthday andrew,

goin to sushi buffet soon with the girls. yay. haha. um got my essay for english due tomorow and hvnt started wriitng it out! omfg. been driving alot lately.
DID THE BLUNDER ROAD YESTERDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY AND THE BIG ROUNDABOUT!!!! :) tahnk you tank you thank you. with lots of love. hahaa

im sitting here waiting for 12o'clock noon to hit. all ready n dolled up. EARLY. dance banana dance. wendy , lily and mom going cinemas today :)

goood day good day to all those who managed to stay tuned.LOL

JESSIC A

Teresa's bday

2007-03-02T18:43:00.000+10:00

GUess wat Today is?? ^^ Its MaH BiRtHdAy haha =]
thanx gurls for d cake, it was soo yummin!! ^^ thnk you monica for getting d cake, and especially thnk you to my 2 besties, Jess n Loanie who was exceptionally nice and made me "half choc half white" cookie and scones. lol chocolate and white choc cookie :S haha it was nice! but nah i had alot of fun today, it was really gud. it would be a very memorable day for mi. thanks gurls!! Luv ya ALL :) oh yeh!! ill Will look afta the flowers cuz resembles us gurls as a group.
ann yeh i smelt really bad afta d cake fite, smelt lyk freakon babies spew, it was gross. i felt so sick afta had a headache lol but it was worth it. n thnx Le for givin mi d free shower in skool :P

Luv ya ALL ^^
s2 Teresa!!

hello

2007-02-25T17:44:00.000+10:00

wowww ive totally forgotton abt this thing. :D i did my english oral.. now i jus gotta practice!! yyayayaya.

chinese new years.

chuc minh nam MOI! :]

wel well well. aizi bee introduced me to the lovely Superman - Five for Fighting. love LOVE LOVE. thank u ai. i think ive found the love of my life. lol nah im over exxagerating. yay driving AGAIN.thats right AGAIN. to get pizza. i drove to get my hair cut today. horhorhor. nearly SUMMER's one month. woot. that reminds me OMFG OC!! i like grew up with them. aww :( i feel the tears.

good day folks. :D

new years

2007-02-23T18:46:00.001+10:00

by the way guys here are the NEw YeaRs pics up, the fotos turned out pretty nice :P new years was fun, so was temple eventho im not Buddhist. :S

lol earned sum extra money from the promotion on those nites however i lost $140 on that nite wen i was on my break.. =[ tear tear.. well here are d pics!!

TesS

blogged agen

2007-02-23T18:24:00.000+10:00

hey guys im back :P, havent been bloggin for a while now, been too busy studying and doing assignments. but todays Friday gonna have a lil break... skool sux, so much work to do in such lil times, got 4 assessments due on monday wich i have not yet finished, im soo screwed... =[

but yeh lately ive been finking bout the past again, missing those old days i used to have. it was so fun. if onli i could go bak time i would do anything. missing those days i used to spend with him, i remember d last time i was wit him that was d best time we had together... *wishing for a miracle to happen*

s2 Teresa

sangs and lichs

2007-02-13T18:56:00.000+10:00

swimming carnival today. it was cool. ahha post some pics someother time, needa get em off loanie. DIBBIL OWNED.

sunday was lichs and sangs bday. happy birthday boys. bbq at the lake. was funno. had a fab time :)

and on WEDNESDAY 7TH FEBUARY 2007.......................................

stinas BUB was born....... love her DEARLY. introducing auntie J. [ME] horhor. hehehe. shes soooooooo beautiful that damn thing. cant wait to see her and and her sexy mother again. when we got the news... right after school it was to MATER hospital we went. omg stina looked fuking hot for someone who just got out of surgery haha. milf milf.

BEAUTIFUL

AND then theres Valentines day TOMOROW. GUYS get ready to flatter us girls. hahah nah jks u girls do the same! and frigging bio ppl got camp for three days!! LOANIE babe what am i gonna do without u. we have no time to plann that promotion shit on new years

and yes! that follows on to the next thing.

chinese new years. omfg. what to wear.

and i have loads of maths hw. -_______________-"

hhahaha. and my english oral. must must must record a current affair segment. must must.

and i thnk think sums it all up. the week.

and and and.. a lil note

with change comes acceptance. good or bad, there shud always be acceptance. but dont go silencing out the fact that "u lose some; u gain some". accept the change and move on. s h i t.

jessssssssssssssssssicaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa loves lollies lots

hayfever

2007-02-03T17:05:00.000+10:00

i think i got hay fever. i hate it. well well well. school started on MONDAY!! and it was good. still kinda in holiday mode but im turning it back off Soon. :) so things are cool. everyone seems so different but in the same way. i feel different too cos ive grown so much during the holidays! im a bigger me. and i feel bigger cos when walking arnd the school lil kids see me as one of the BIG KIDS. LOL . but physically im smaller. ive lost some fat man. now i want it back. COME BACK TO ME. i dnt think imgonna be blogging much. ive lost the spirit and ive lost THE way. what is there to say? hmm except that i need a fking tutor. maths B isnt flowing the way i was used to. erhhh Lol YEhh. well guys enjoy school. n to school finisheders..enjoy the "REAL WORLD" im off n out. :D

jessssssssssiiiicaaaaaaaaa.

ah...hmm..

2007-01-24T21:00:00.000+10:00

the rain was FABULOUS!!! sucha good break from that scorching heat outside. i mean the heat wave thing above the roads!! thats some freak physics phenomenon that i still cant grasp. looks harmful : lol anyways, so i drove to forest lake today & man did it feel good . ive found my sanctuary guys. the drivers seat. its like.... i've got complete control in my life. only for a moment when i AM driving. and then thers school nex week on MONDAY!! im so READY mentally. not in the resource sense. i havnt gone shopping yet omfg. but i will! been procrastinating cos of the bloody heat. friday is Australia Day. what are you doing? :)

ta ta my love. j

camp

2007-01-24T15:21:00.000+10:00

i've got camp tomr!! =] hope its gonna b fun... been too soo many camps tho, but dis is different, its called a survivor camp lol, we're gonna b campin in a tent so dat should b interesting. just hope im not gonna b too black or yuk afta hehehe... yeh havent finished packin yet, n i dun even have a torch or insect repellent =.="

well yeh newaiiz skool coming up.. soo soon, havent even paid for my fees or anything yet. so not realy for it :S dun wanna go bak to it yet. prob another week will b gud :P *OMG its soo hot* dun wanna do nefing but stay hm in d air con...

well newaiiz ladaz. Swt Teresa ^^

i passed! =D

2007-01-22T14:40:00.000+10:00

everiwun... i got my learners! lol right on my 2nd month anniversary too xD

[s2] Kiet..!!
Happy 2months! Lovee u like always sunshine =]

Luv Loaniee.

moer photos

2007-01-20T00:40:00.000+10:00

AND FKING MORE LMAOOO WHAT A GREAT TIME WE HAD ON THE BUS .

photos

2007-01-20T00:13:00.000+10:00

jess goes out! =D

2007-01-19T21:05:00.000+10:00

wow. wat a day. great great fun indeed. n another miracle, i didnt get in trouble for goin home late. wel its a miracle i was allowed to go in the first place.

highlights of the day.

swimmin; gnas that ass dunking and giving the girls wedgies, seeing stina n feeling the so called kicking legg! =D, missin the bus thanks to wendy.. =\ haha

ct; fotoss of course, tho the first one..wat the? here are the oness i got girls..

LASAGNE =d yumm.. better than ur oily, non-appealing, steaming-hot noodles in a box =P

taa; luv loanie.

loaniee blogs!

2007-01-19T01:01:00.000+10:00

eating a bowl of noodles, followed by a can of beer... hmm =d wat a delicious meal ;]

The Palace of Heavenly Pleasures - Adam Williams
abit political n sexual at times;
so awfully awfully long;
but its a MUST read everyone! go to ur nearest BrisbaneCity Library n borrow it out NOW!
loved it.

learners nxt wk. must get through the book =]
missing my dear fb, tho ive been feeling rather shit these days.
n omg.. a rather unusual change - late rather than early?

luv loaniee.

i found a photo

2007-01-17T00:22:00.000+10:00

a few random snipits

me and tess at the coast baking on g-r-a-s-s-

me n stina babe

LOLLOLOLLOL

learners

2007-01-17T00:19:00.000+10:00

hahaha hey guys im bloggin agen. lol jess is makin mi blog hahhaha but yeh gotta share dis excitement with everyone!! Ive got my LEARNERS!! soo happy now, i can actually drive, but 1st gotta learn how to function a car n learn how to drive den ill hit d road lol but still im happy. by d end of dis yr ill b able to drive n if can ill have a dodgy car to drive round, how mad is tat =]

oh yeh went for maccas interview today :P i noe Maccas!! but betta den nuthin. hope ive got d job so i can save up for a car. mums payin for it but i still gotta chip ryt? well yeh n also save for a holiday dis yr aswell. hope its gonna b a gud yr =]

well catch ya lada

s2 Ter3sA

havnt blogged in like fkn ages

2007-01-13T14:36:00.000+10:00

omg i didnt abandon this blog , no no i didnt. i just neglected it for awhile cos i didnt feel the need to let words loose. um yeh 07 gone to a fantastic start. fab-u-lous mf. i still havnt gotten my L's omfg. happy birthday nhan for yesterday. and wendys visitiing from melbourne! and i havnt seeen her yet!!!!! which is stupid. buti cant wait till i do :)/ kinda getting excited for school. i dno :S i just am. maybe cos i wanna get this year 12/last year/seniors/role modelling thing started LOL. n then its formal ... y - e - h. LOL dont wanna get ahead of myself . im so excited abt finishing school. cos thats when the real adventure begins. lol yeh no, dnt wanna get ahead of myself. im really loving BON JOVI right now. i saw him on OPRAH and thought...bloody oath he looks pretty alright for an oldie rockie LOL. i misss u girlies. hvnt seen u ALL year. rah. wel this is all. stay tuned LOllllllllllllllllllllllll nah jks....jus thought it'd sound cool.

nye
8.30 monday night on 10. LETS CELEBRATE

j. xxo

a another day

2007-01-13T13:03:00.000+10:00

hmm wat a day, spent the whole morning at tutor, didnt even talk much, found it hard to talk to anyone der atm dunno y, prob cuz i havent been out as much, havent been socialising so now wen i c dem ders nuthin much to talk bout n prob cuz i dun hang out wit them ppl either so it makes it harder...

but den i guess i am trying to work hard so i can do well dis yr, its d last yr n i have to try n get a gud OP for my family to see tat i am capable for UNI so dey dun look dwn on mi... prob all dey think of mi is a dumb gurl (mabe) n tat i always go out n have fun, not study.=.=" dey just dont understand mi, dun understand d way we study in skool. how hard d works are...

d rest of my holiday havent been so gr8, havent gone out much, socialising, losin contacts wit fwnds... it kinda sux!! =/ hmm well goin to an interview at maccas dis tuesday, hope im gonna get d job so i can at least do sumfing more useful den sittin her doin nuthin...

*i pray tat id b able to get tat job so i can save up money*

newaiiz cya soon!! *T*

=D

2007-01-03T23:51:00.000+10:00

guess where iwent today.. LIBRARY. wow, k im not usually the bookworm but hey i was so happy i could finally go library. lol weird yeh? n i borrowed 3 books, which in one was so mighty fat! so political. i think i already gave up on that one.. lol couldnt find harry potter babe!! haha and starting from tmro..actually its 12something, so startin from Today. im changing my lifestyle around. lol as in. i gta get out of my room, sleep well, eat well and and..EXERCISE. prob just jog in one spot in my room. but hey still good. =D gettin so so sick n unhealthy!

newais. thats my blog for today

luv loaniee.

2007-01-03T21:47:00.000+10:00

seriously, WAt The HEll?? cant stand it nemore, startin off d year n im already in tears BEcause of my BRO!! WTH... so cut at him. soo not fair, i hate him i hate him!!
T.

Stupid Bro!!

2007-01-03T17:35:00.000+10:00

SoO Cut!!
man im soO cut at my lil bro. i can neva get along wit him. we have to argue everyday, well mainly me raisin my voice on him actually, he is soo annoyin, stubborn, ignorant lil shiet!! i Hate Him...

my feelings for today..:)
TesS

i gt my myspace

2007-01-02T19:39:00.000+10:00

everyone i fnally properly editted my MYSPACE.

if u got myspace, please feel free to addme!!!!!

http://www.myspace.com/_roxmyworld

see u there.

jess

new years resolution

2007-01-02T13:55:00.000+10:00

this new year, i will keep in mind my priorities and my goals

.....

,im striving for an OP 5. its a big goal but i want to work towards it. i dont think i'll make it but since its sucha bigg goal, ill probably get far. hopefully lol
,remember to live like i mean it
,get assignments started weeks prior to the due date
,balance out time spent with friends n family n boys(if any :) lol
,follow my heart
,read more
,drink heaps n heaps of water
,stay clear from falling into rumour slavery
,take advantage of the senior position..........lol maybe
,get a job
,drive
,keep my friends close by
,learn to not trust too soon

j.

lovea t first sight

2007-01-01T14:36:00.000+10:00

do u believe in love at first sight

i believe in love at first sight

i do, i do

j.

pranka

2007-01-01T14:03:00.000+10:00

last night was good. LOL was good good :) very good. except the car window getting smashed :S and erh,missing most ofthe 12 oclock fireworks. im so glad i caught james that night~~!!!!!

but um, the last week had been good. i met someone so lovely this past week. but his too far away now. back down in BANKSTOWN. lol.

to the FKING PRANKA WHO GOT NOTIHNG BETTER TO DO THAN CALL ME UP LATE LATE AT NIGHT AND EARLY IN THE MORNING JUST TO SAY NOTHING N WAIT FOR ME TO HANG UP. i dont want to NOT pick up privates cos thats jus snobby n alot of people call me on private including my mom! so please, if u dont mind STOP IT. ive had enough of it. esp when its been going on for months now.

HAPPY NEW YEARSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. WELCOME 07 WITH OPEN ARMS GUYS. leave ur shit back in 06 cos 07 is startng pure. this is the year. lol seniors of 07. ima have my liscence by the end of the year LOL. hopefully :S

n to my loans. i love u dearlyyyyyyyyyyyy. its us and the world babies.

j.

rainy day man

2006-12-28T00:42:00.000+10:00

always been the one to see me thru

rainy day man

ur much more than a friend

i wud give anything just to see u again

missu that much

rainy day

2006-12-27T14:38:00.000+10:00

the weather is so lovely today. its sprinkling n its chilly out. very strange esp on a post christmas day. there isnt a speck of blue in the sky n yet it just feels so great. like there isnt a chore in the world. makes it feel alright to do nothing. lol. its 2.42pm right now but it still feels too early to be doing anything. boxing day was fab. went shopping with loanie and her mum and my mom and my sisters n of course tess. although some of us werent completely satisfied but hey. who needs to be completely satisfied. lol never ask for too much :P but um, no matter how much i enjoy this weather, i do hope it doesnt continue tomorow. dont want to be doing nothing too lavishly, or the joy just runs out too soon. i know that too well. n im using too much too's like omfg. n this entry just seems so lame nboring. so i'll stop right here. my minds been lost in books these past days, so i may seem abit out of it :S

have a goood day!!

j.

stick by you

2006-12-26T20:10:00.000+10:00

what it's like to hate

forgive me, but i can't help myself. ur hyprocritical, think ur overly elite, mean, ignorant, judgemental, childish.. unlike you, i dont make opinions upon what i assume. i make em on whati know.

goodday, just needed to let go of some words that keeps fking lingering arnd inmy head.

p.s i loveu loanie

stupid shit

2006-12-25T23:34:00.000+10:00

babe u dotn kno how hurt i was just to hear u cry like that. my chest was literally tightening on me. then my eyes started tearing too but the worse thing of all is that i cant do anithing even knowing all the shit u are going through, how victimised u are in all this..and especially when i know you haven't done anything to deserve any of this at all!

people who listen and base their opinions on stupid fkd up romours are just pathetic.

babe i seriously dont know wat i can do to help the situation. but u should know that i'll always believe in u. cos i know who u are. and i judge u by my own interactions that i've had with u. not like others who simply listen to shit and dont even bother getting to know u then establishing their OWN opinions. just pathetic.

thats it.
loaniee.

bleh

2006-12-24T15:52:00.000+10:00

yeh lookin for that quiet & peaceful place where all ur thoughts can be put aside. in ur sleep perhaps? bleh i dno.

loaniee.

just the way you are

2006-12-24T15:09:00.000+10:00

never in mylife had i stayed up to sunrise, laying in bed thinking about someone. just wishing and hoping n fking wishing n hoping that they could try to see pass the things they hear about me & be less coward enough to determine who i am for themselve. never did it matter to me this much, but yes, i want them to know ME through his/her own eyes and not anyone else. cos he/she matters. fking hell.

btw. happy birthday tai, anhlinh, S.dangsta, n my mum for mondya

i feel like raging. i wanna escape. n the only person i wannna escape with wont want to talk to me cos im a selfish person, i am. n its selfish evenfor me to need to run to them when things are bad. i hate that people can be judgmental and i hate that people can victimise themselve by victimising us. ull understand that if u kow what im talking abt. stupid people. go read harry potter or something. for goodness sake, those books could help u to become a better person.

havea jolly christmass. with lots of love

j.

laons

2006-12-21T15:43:00.000+10:00

lol. here are a few random shots. LOL. for a big big laugh check out the last one. got permission from the girls to post it. ROFLMAO our most retardest state we can be all our lives..

have a laugh.

at long last.

2006-12-21T14:57:00.000+10:00

FINALLY.. i post. hehe cos i was THREATENED! but hey i did the watever test.. gues wat i turned out to be.. lol the same as Loan.T! lol wel most of the questions were like ..i dno..??
k guys lol thats my blog for today. i gta get started on the thing! 2more days n i havent started the final copy!

luv;
Loaniee.

Personality wise

2006-12-18T16:18:00.000+10:00

Teresa's personality type!! :)

New years

2006-12-18T15:14:00.000+10:00

2006 is almost ending n yet der is no1 special is my life. i guess dis new years, im gonna b spending the night watching fireworks by myself... but i will still hav my gurlfwnds wit mi tho =] finking bout it, im not keen at all to attend the night. it probably will just bring bak last years memories wich wouldnt make my night so exciting, but its a new year!! i have to try and start the new years by havin fun!!

* if you fink you can do it, den u can it* :)

Cheers . TesS

mistake no. 2

2006-12-17T19:21:00.000+10:00

I could walk away now
End it perfectly
And just say your words are
Not affecting me

j.

my fairytale

2006-12-16T18:28:00.000+10:00

What Disney Princess are you?
Cinderella

Life is a fairy tale for you, and full of happy endings.

Take this test

jess

this is me

2006-12-16T18:20:00.000+10:00

this is me;

run away

2006-12-12T14:32:00.000+10:00

when i find you; i would agree to run away with you. we'd follow remains of an old train track. we'd pick fruits from trees n feed them to omnivorous animals. we would stop by a corner store to restock and have a lil picnic under an apple tree. you would help me climb the tree n we wud sit on top looking at the widespread planes. we would brainstorm ideas for the next book we will write. maybe. just maybe. when i do find you.

delirious no?

well its been abit....all over the place(?) lately. i guess thats the best way i could describe my life atm. Maybe thats the reason why i've been making up lame excuses not to leave home. I don't want to do anything that could add more effort onto my already overloaded effort-required load. :S I've been spending alot of time inside my mind lately. Just me and me. From all those time by myself, i think two thing has come from it. Tolerance. Finally concluding that thats the only thing that could make things a tad easier, is just to tolerate troubles around me. I've been doing well i must say. Also, being thankful that friendship means more than results of misunderstandings. well not misunderstandings but i guess... wrong messages/impressions/intensions(?) i dno.

and another thing. i've also decided that whateva i do now, i will always keep in mind that this time, its for keeps. so no more getting wat i dont need or want because i dont like not appreciating things. it's so needless i think.

another fking long blog.LOL

goodday .

xx! jessica thinking of ............

randoms.

2006-12-10T15:15:00.000+10:00

at school in BOM. the lovely Abrum gave me the heart. hahah ithink it was him :S. \ my photography is cool huh.

this from wendys phone. the sun was so red yesterday! had to capture for memory. lol

my phone too hahhaa.

my two lil sisters. box with legs .. haha retarded huh.

this is art. lol . with Sang on our morning adventure.

just uploaded these from my phones so thought it nice posting it.

lazyness

2006-12-09T21:33:00.001+10:00

Damn jess ur blogs are soo long even i cant b bothered readin dem lol but i lyk d pics tho, dey're nice :P lol well i fink all i noe is tat ur blog relates to our camp hahaha

s2 Ter3sa =]

my thoughts

2006-12-07T22:43:00.000+10:00

once agen der's dis guy on my mind. just a guy hu i noe cannot hav agen... but its hard to remove him from my mind... he has alwayz been der from d beginnin n till d end however i noe i should b movin on n tats wat im tryin to do, fwnds been tellin mi to move on n i guess tat is the right advise. move on n dun fink of d past, its hard i noe but ill have to try. missin him everyday is not alwayz a gud fing especially wen u noe nuthins gonna cum out of it, im not gonna get nefin in return... =.=" o wellz tats life gotta live wit it!!

*with my friends supportin me, anything can be dun* thnx guys

wellz tats my blog for tonight n today :)
s2 Teresa

early starts

2006-12-07T17:05:00.000+10:00

oh and OF COURSE. who can forget. its jimmmys birthday today. happy birthday lovely.

a very early start thismorning. woke up at 6.45 realising that i was gonna be late for my sisters bus. i had to take her to school this morning because my moms got work and my other sister finished school and lily couldnt travel all the way to Indro on her own. after dropping her off, i shopped arnd Indro. asked if there was a vacant position in Novo and surprise surprise, they did have a position. the lady asked me to stay for a trial. so yeh i did the trial -_-" it was so awkward. what did i do? stand around and pretend i look busy whilst waiting for customers to come in. the lady would watch me communicate to customers etc. how awkward working in an unknown environment for half an hr. kinda half want the job, kinda half dont. was boring working in a shoes store. oh my, im such a good sister. went that far n went home by myself just so that my lil sister can travel to school not alone. :D who's proud? lol i slept after i got home. needed to catch up on sleep. been having early early mornings lately all for false purposes.

&& i hope pauline Hanson doesn't get elected to join the parliament. i dont like the lady at all.

thinsg to be done these holidays:
, get my L's
, learn to drive
, read two books
, a movie with matt
, have the best time with james
, go op shopping..neva been? seems interesting! lol. anyone else?
, have a picnic
, lay around in southBank, doing nothing at all.
, fishing
, get a frggin job like omfg.

just the musts of these summer holidays.

n again, another long blog.. LOL

have a good day. xxj

campagainlol

2006-12-05T22:44:00.000+10:00

yeh like i sed..camp was great..hahaha wel got there. welcomed. had morning tea. then go to our room. which was pretty cool. right near the backdoor ..so it was so efficient to get in and out and see boys who are waiitnf outside the door etc. i love the pool there. i like the food.its really healthy (Y). genourously fed. i love game night. i love break times when i get to see my lovely girls. i esp LVOE the 50 min break and then dinner. thats aweosme. i luv the changing constantly concept. jus making sure i dnt run out of outfits was stressing. the shower thing was pretty stressing.the line was horrible before dinner.so waiting for supper time to get in the showers was so bad. cos i jus felt soo dirty by that time. so like byy then its the best. lol . well that was only the case on a few nights cos the other days i was alwais in the pool or had canoeing or the beach. so like showers werent procrastinated till the evneing. and then there were the activities. they were alright. i accomplished all of them :D . challenged myself n yeh..i made it ..haha awesome huh. just thati didnt h ave much fun cos i didnt have any friendsin my group. although, i did make new friends. haeps. so yay. haha nex year is gonna be awesome. and the teachers were so cool. i didnt know they can be cool :S .. LOL seirously.. && the beach was AWESOME. had so much fun. the weather was so bad but the water was surprisngly warm. that was fantastic. the water was extrememly salty too. that was prety strange too. tried tackling henry. that was mission failure. got burried in the sand. never dried up cos there was no sun watsoeva! . had afternoon tea and headed back to camp site AND got ready got SOCIAL. that was exciting. dinner! when to dinner with absolutely no make up. i was vlunerable. haha jks -_-" then continued prepearing for scoial..and then SOCIAL.that was F to the U to the N.
&& i learnt many things during camp. i grew as a person. and friendship bonds grew stronger and some weakened. and new bonds were created. so tahts awesome. im also alot toner and alot tanner. -_-" ahaha bt all good. cos james likes my tan so thats all that matters. for now. hahaha :P ums thats abt it.. summed it al up.

holidays have gone to areally slow start. pretty shit. reality sux. wish i was back at camp where everything is like a vacation. i wish everything can jus fix itself. but thats impossible. even impossible to think.so i shdnt think abt it . -_-" gotta fix things myself. for everyones sake.

well goodnght darlings. what a long ass blog. lol told u id get back into the blogging loop. luv heaps

xxj

camp photos

2006-12-04T22:49:00.000+10:00

camp was awesome guys. cherished memories. two lessons. fitter. stronger. conquered my fear of balloons. new friends. old friends. tan. photos.

here are a few;

last night

sunshine beach

social
after social.jus the asns.
during social

more to come. random pics gonnabe posted up. luv heaps xxj

2006-12-02T18:11:00.000+10:00

omg bak from camp already n already missin it. camp was pretty kool but tirin tho!! i was soo tired last nyt, went to slp at 6pm till dis morn at 9:30. best slp hey, but slpin at camp wasnt tat bad either. :) camp was soo fun, i luv heights hey, went on all of d heights activities lyk leap of faith where i jump off d telegraph pole. how excitin!! hahah n yeh flyin fox n all tat. soo kool.

but yeh now im bak stuck at hm well went shoppin for xmas today :) got my xmas tree up already (its really nice cuz i decorated it hahah) shops are soo kool now, soo packed n dey are on sale lol. well yeh im dun for now. will blog lada wen free
miss ya all *Teresa*

back from camp

2006-12-01T19:10:00.000+10:00

abt camp later.. bt first..

happy birthday yenni cuc. luv u so

camp was rad.

xx tired, content, happy jess :)

night before camp

2006-11-27T00:14:00.000+10:00

night before our 1week camp. well technically its morning before camp. cos its passed 12 but u catch my drift. first, welcome back to james :) so glad schoolies was awesome. jus cant wait till my experience . mad.

26.11. been a year since u moved away. so, whats heaven like. lol. i mis u dearly vi. one day, we'll catch up. :) i realli jus wish that one day wud be today. when like u havnt left. and u were onli a call away. like u usually tell me n i wud usually tel u. just a few dials away.

well ive packed for camp. and eagerly waiting for sunrise. i keep getting that "im missing something" feeling. how annnoying.

congrats to Damien on winning australian idol. his awesome. but personallly, i was rooting for jesss.

camp shopping was one big fat slop of dissapointment. dnt wanna talk abt it.lol. rah. although me and loanie got offered an audition for modelling for Toyota! fking tomorow. oh well? id choose camp over anything. even a chance for a 10000$ contract?

n thats all. cbf blogging :S maybe ill find my way into the loop again. well have a splendid week beautifuls.

im off to bed and ready for an adventure.

xxjess misses vii chu

find yourself

2006-11-23T12:02:00.000+10:00

before eco oral

2006-11-21T11:03:00.000+10:00

yesterday was such an emo day >< well not really. went to skool. mon and me swore on anything we had that we'd fail together. i made it clear to that if she passed and i failed..i will neva be her friend again -_-" childish? i know. so ah... yeh for sure did we fail LOL. i wrote an intro, body , conclusion and a letter to sir saying sorri for dissapointing him -___-" lol . and then afterwards it jus hit me how bad taht was.. to just FAIL an exam. so like went home. felt like shit cos lifes pressure is too much. not just skool. skool just tops the shit. :( sulked. n then afterwards thought to myself.. NO..i will do what i can.and passing i can. fixing my familys problems i cant. being a better person i can. better catholic i can. so i did what i cud and now i got an oral to do in 2 hrs. getting my nutrients for attacking my foes. this saturday? anyone just wanna chillllax before i head off to camp ? :) friday camp shopping. oh how fun how fun. :D

xx J

YaY!!

2006-11-20T14:46:00.000+10:00

* Yay!! bloggin finally worx i can blog now = ], u guys can hear from me agen!! :P *

Well today was pretty tiring, stayed up to 4:30am chattin n studyin for accounting, onli had 2hrs of slp, den had to wake up at 7 to go to skool *_*. wat a day.. would'v konked out if i could... =.="
Finally acc is ova i feel much betta now dun have to stress nemore = ] well yeh im pretty happy wit wat i did in exam today, finished my prac but den.. didnt get to finish the theory bit tho. =.='o wellz as long as its not gonna b a bad mark den im happy!! hmm so bored ryt now, at mah sistaz house atm, neva knew she had a comp wit internet 'no one told me bout dis' tut tut haha
well im off now hav nuthin much to say beside skool. o yeh 2 more days of skool den im dun, all work free YAY!! = ] soo happy: ) gonna try n go out as much as i can to make it up wit those weeks of stayin hm for skool lol... = [

newaiiz ta ta guyz have fun
Teresa s2's ya hahahah

schoolies

2006-11-18T22:04:00.000+10:00

theyre at schoolies.hope they having a bangin' time :D

man my headache is so bad. too many late nights ..URGH. turning into something im not hip to. my sleep cycle is totally fkd up. ive completely given up on this exam thing. but stupid friends.make me feel bad for slacking off.what kinda of firends are they! jeez. omfg. high school musical.. heart heart heart.

i hate the fact that power, wealth, status, reputation and all that bs matters sooo much to a person. we cant deny that we dotn think abt it.but to the point where it takes over things that are supposedly improtatnt to u. like wtf. i dno ..so over it

someone important once told me.. looks don't matter in the real world

i can like just walk down the street without eyeliner on. or concealer or whateva . just to prove how over it i am. quite frankly some ppl i know have pushed it too far. but i dont want to not have eyeliner on. not cos im afraid what ppl think of me? more of what i think of myself but thats another story.

well three more days till these exams are over...soo im really longing for wednesday to finish.really .

xx; J

cant wait for the summertime to begin

wat a disappointment!

2006-11-18T02:08:00.000+10:00

aww wat a night!! it didnt turn out as i expected, i was havin fun at first but den 1 small mistake i sed just killed d whole moment =[ errghhh..... o wellz it was onli a jk, hope its not too bad.

aww man block just killed my slp pattern now, havent been slpin probably for the past few days, been stayin up till morning every night. tats not a gud sign =.=" gonna get pimples n all tat jazz, its prob cumin up already lol :P well yeh studyin have been soo stressin, have no choice but to study tho. gotta try n get gud grades for dis term... did pretty bad last term so gotta improve dis tym. well its 2.30am now i should probably go to slp, have tutor tomr, hope i dun konk out in tutor hahaha

well swt dreams!! Teresa wit s2

late nights

2006-11-16T00:14:00.000+10:00

been having a few late nights these past days. geting used to staying up late and still botherd to do some work. englighs poetry examtomorow morning. && im scared :( i realli do hope i dnt flunk tihs thing. getting tired. :( one more late night. tomrow studying for bom . urgh.what a day it has been today. real frustration and temper. the rain? the heat? my mum? getting my assignment in? the tricks the time played on me! URGH but ah well. in the end, my assingmnent is in :) accomplishmnet is the best thing.
my contemplation
when u drown n begin to lose ur breath..its that feeling of finally getting to the surface and going for that gulp of oxygen thats the best feeling isnt it? the breathing. thats whhy we keep fighting n never give up. cos in the end..i guess its worth all the pain. thats the reason we strive for a tomorow :)

i dno. .. i guess u jus make me see

xx;jess.

p.s congrats to yr 12 on graduating

LaSt day of Grade 11 4eva

2006-11-15T00:20:00.000+10:00

last day of grade 11!! but everything seems to be normal tho probably cuz we still have d block exams to go... soo much studyin to do. its soo not kool, havent gone out in weeks soo sik of it now! =[ really wanna go out! cant wait till we go camp shoppin lol but i dunno where im gettin d money for d shopping =] lol prob just buy small fings lyk insect repellent lol and den window shopping :p but o wellz as long as i get to go out wit my fwnds den tats all gud!!

omg cant believe im gonna b in grade 12 next yr, everything is goin by too quik. i still remember my yrs in primary skool next thing i noe im finishing high skool and out to UNI arghhh... damn just realised i havent been bloggin for lyk a week or so. been too busy studyin or doin sumfin else!

well im out now!! should go bak to studyin or else...

swt dreams =] s2 Teresa

blogging again

2006-11-14T21:55:00.000+10:00

year 11 of '06. what a school year. i still got 5 more days of exams...and im done! dusted.
my schedule right now: finish earth science bloody assignment n have it in before 3pm tomorw. which means not enough time to totally memorise my poetry essay on thursday!! how do i...urgh which means not enough time to revise for Bom on friday. no, im not screwed. im just...findingit HARD to fit this in. got the whole weekend to study for economics exam PLUS write out an oral on the labour market trends??? like er..wtf.and then bloody maths b exam. to finish off the year. thumbs up i say. and then beautiful leadership camp. for relaxing n what not. n then HELLO holidays. well deserved, i think.

happy birthday to dzung, ray, trong, DAD. :)

i miss so much talking to my "loyal reader". its been like a good week since a proper convo..n i miss so much my "seat stealer"! but we too busy to talk .but we promised after camp (Y) . i miss so much my "rainy day man".
dnt feel like telling stories. so im done here
much love xx. jesS

assignmenting

2006-11-11T23:20:00.000+10:00

home now. so tired but Perseverance got the better of me..

i dont want to scare you away

:)

cbf blogging hey. havnt been blogging propally. i promise ill do so soon. jus gotta get these assignments and exasm out of the way >< then i get rid of that nagging feeling inside. lol

i think i ..

xx; jess is so tired.

on the border line

2006-11-11T20:46:00.000+10:00

urgh ..so there this boy?

lol

xx;jess at loanies eating pretzel sticks and chatting to significant someone :)

wat a day.

2006-11-10T00:48:00.000+10:00

a day full of tears, emotions, heartbreak, confrontation, avoidance, troubles.. man the list goes on.. just..wat a day. i know things have changed and thats something i have to accept. yet, it just totally hit me, how much things have changed.. in such a short amount of time aswel..

perhaps others dont see things this way.. but i personally feel asthough i've lost a very close friend of mine. even if shes just a couple of metres away from me, shes still not there. even if she truly still cares, i dont see it. perhaps i need to look at things in another perspective.. i dno, its just that feeling of me being somewhat something to her.. a speck of importance, is gone. maybe she feels the same way? i dont know. i'm just really emotional right now and i know she is waitin for a response from me, but now isnt really the right time. i need time off, to settle down. let my feelings cool down before i break down anymore. thats why ive decided to take a day off today.. that means 3 days to settle down. that should be enough..

i know its hurting us both, but i just want u to know;
i still love u anhlinh, like always. ='[

loanie.

do u ever get lonely baby

2006-11-09T22:22:00.000+10:00

what a day. lol . what a day. sometimes being put outside ur comfort zone,u lose some and u gain. sometimes both :)

i dno. anhlinh i luv u. u know ur cool :) lol today was..intensed? sorry. haha

schools nearly over.thank goodness. just gotta get thru all these assignments and exams. i so cbf'd. lol. ill start tomrow. got three days to do it HAHa. oh dear.

i got so much to say. i just dont wanna say much. overload and now theres no more to say? how does that work. no fking idea.

rainy day man (L) :) i like that .

xx; jess cant wait till camp

man..

2006-11-07T20:11:00.000+10:00

an umbrella can only shelter u from so much rain.. in comparison to me, I can only prevent the ones nearby from so much hurt.

Dont like wats gna happen; but its certainly for the better.

Love u all; Loanie.

Joggin really helpz

2006-11-06T23:07:00.000+10:00

today was tirin n hot... head felt soo tensed n lazy?!? but den afta joggin my head is all freshed up now, i actually did some work today. finished maths b hw, den did sum acc revision... pretty gud so far.... my goals now is to jog everyday to get d energy for studyin... really need to study or else... im gonna fail!! =[ ryt now its 11pm n im pretty tired already but den wanna stay up to study arrghh.. but!! if i stay up im gonna get really bad bags wich i do not wanna have. so im headin off to bed now, i shall study more tomr afta skool or durin skool
oh yeh i luv dis rain... feels soo relaxing n calm. luv b breeze n d sound of it =] just luv it
hahah it'll b gr8 for slpin too hehehe
newaiiz gud night now guyz

Teresa

what not

2006-11-06T22:43:00.000+10:00

i really dont know now. dnt let it get there

school was tiring.school was hot. school was missing the other half of my earth science and TAD class :( . after school was hot. after school was shopping in the ct. after school was ....SATISFYING and home? home is good. home is assignments. home is not lazy. and home is..chatting to significant others. gudnight beautiful. another day awaits

;jessica

dam

2006-11-06T05:00:00.000+10:00

haha the sun is up! its 5 n ive decided to hav an all nighters.. err but no, not wit Dzinh, as after he finishes readin watever his readin, his headin off to bed. that slackasss is only stayin on to satisfy his deep, longinggg obsession. but k, move along.. bio, im screwed. i gues i'll work on it later later..

last wk wit vi..................... =[
remaining time spent wit anna................ gone =[
school nearly over....................=D yes! after these 3 wks of stress, study and bloody stayin up til morning.... theres CAMP! o.m.g how excited am i?! then .. HOLIDAIS.. yay~! me n loan are off on a mission to find a well-paid, nearby and fun job.. hah nahh newhere will do. man i feel stoned, lol wide awake but stoned.. as in, head spin? i dnt kno. perhaps i should go slp now? .. bleh then i'll wake up late n miss my bus...

Aim for the wk: arrive in time for 102 every day........ impossible, but i'll make it possible. less slp for me then aye, ah weos. worth it =]

kk thats it for now; luv
loaniee.

2006-11-05T21:24:00.000+10:00

aww i feel soo slack dese days, its really bad, my head n brain just doesnt seem to be listenin, i cant concentrate dese days. i realise it always happens wen its almost exam days i dunno y tho. lyk i just slack off, dis weekend i havent dun anything at all, jack all i tell u... my head just feels soo tired n tensed its soo stupid n ryt now i feel tired just wanna slp n its onli 9:20. how slack is tat. but den i guess i cant blame ne1 but myself. prob just mi not my head i dunno.
prob gonna get sum rest now den gonna try n wake up agen to do sum work if can...
swt dreams guyz..

Tess =]

last days...

2006-11-03T19:51:00.000+10:00

grade 12's last day today... but yeh i guess it doesnt really matter to me much cuz i don't talk to any of dem newaiiz but den today is my fwnds last day as well. dey are not in grade 12 but its their last day of skool forever cuz they're goin to d army for like 3 yrs i fink... wich kinda sux cuz den i myt b missin them (well matt simpson in particular) well missin how we used to muck around in english class... it was fun with d memories and happiness... english is gonna be really borin now witout those guys. it is now left wit me and allen in class.. nomore matt or cody to make the class fun :( but yeh i wish you guys d best of luck and take care wile in d army and in d future...

newaiiz yeh seein that its d grade 12's last day today, it made mi feel scared in a way... knowin tat it'll b our turn soon... 1 yr will past by just on a blink of an eye... nomore skool and nomore friends. we wont be able to hang round wit d guys as much nemore or prob even d gurls... i just hope tat we'll all keep in contact wen we finish skool... but now we're still together n we still have another yr so lets just hope tat next yr n d rest of dis yr will b fun n b full of memories =]

swt dreams now!!
s2 Tess

oh..therse something

2006-11-01T22:39:00.000+10:00

what a long day.school.then vietclass after..then to sons with loan n anhlinh n sang n henry. did our BOm projects. lol it was quite enjoyable actually. i had a nice time :) didnt even finish our bloody message board. poor son did most the work.. well i was hopless with the sander and the saw thingy. and loanies and sangs xmass tree looks Good. yummy. and henrys and AL's looked pro. haha. no where near finished. ah well.
____
well well well..whats going thru my mind rightnow? ALOT. just .... lol. things here and there n what not. **sigh. im in my own la la fantasy world. just wishing n hoping and wishing and hoping. i guss babe. ur jbox is right. always have faith ..never doubt. .if thats how it goes. but u catch my drift. so pls dont doubt babe. if ur lost ..we'll find you.

meh.

2006-11-01T03:09:00.000+10:00

ohs mys 3.30 n im not makin mch progress am i? never knew there are so limited info on TOADS. yet so mch on frogs.. meh.

i better head off to bed earli, i reali wna catch the bus wit my vii.. been missin the bus for the past......hm.... 1-2wks!! not enouf slp thats y.. sorri darls! =[

soulsistaz goin our separate ways. how depressin..

signin off;
loaniee.

2006-11-01T02:42:00.000+10:00

guys i dno how im feelin or wat im thinkin....still in mi lil lost world. btw i was goin thru the pics at anhlinhies house...over 1000 pics. yes... 1000!! wel yeh, so mch memories! =[

u kno..time goes by so quick that sometimes i just wish the day wouldnt end. yet at times, i feel so shit that i jst cant wait to start a whole new day again..ah sighs*

man this yr has gonee by so so quik >< last wk for grade 12's n oh my, nxt yr its our turn! scary huh..! neho0s, make the most of it while we can.

thats it; luv
loaniee.

j n t

2006-10-31T13:30:00.000+10:00

jessica here n tess. :) we're at school in the library. omg how lame? lol nah loanies doing some printing thingy and we jus tagged along to blog :) LOL we're obsessed with this joint blog thing ^^ well school so far is a bitch. not a bitch but i feel like its bitching me so hard. becos... i want it so bad. urgh. so bad. :) no it should be a sad face :( im not a pessimist babe,. yes u are, right now u are, welcome to my world.. tats was lyk mi b4... :) not evenlol. but yeh nah its cool. i needa find a good book to read..any suggestions all u book worms out there? hehehe lol, well ders one here ryt now? any suggestion Jess lol me?? BOOKWORM? as if. lol i wish. o.O LOL for real..I WISH. **sigh. u do not want to be a bookworm darl... man skool is soo borin... cant believe im in d library bloggin... =.=" how sad hey.LOL library here is a no go unless for last minute shit jobs that results a fail. lern the lessson ! last minute dusnt get u far :) well well well where is loanie. ..THERE SHE IS haha. lol yay shes here.. heheh dis blog is gonna b long if loanie is here :P yeh so loanie keep out. :) shes bloody obsessed with this stuff HAHA. leave some space for us. hohohoohohoh HAHAHa im a loser HOHOho

we're done HAHAa love jess n tess

wasnt meant to be...

2006-10-31T10:16:00.000+10:00

i guess it wasnt meant to be... today the 31st of October would be my 10th month with someone, i was bloggin dis morning at 12am but then unfortunately my net disconnected. it just wasnt meant to be...

newaiiz bak to reality or the present?!? im in tourism ryt now and doing jack all, just sittin here bloggin my way thru time, tourism is such a bludge lesson i dun even do any work in here wich is pretty bad, but den everyone bludges in here newaiiz, some ppl is on bebo others on games...

newaiiz im off now kinda feelin a lil sick atm =.='

s2 teresa

lol recover!

2006-10-31T00:04:00.000+10:00

yes jesss, loan hasnt been replying to me for quite some time nowww! please stop tlkin to her n let her hav some 1on1 moment wit me..~!! hahah.

;] dw darls; luv alwais.

loaniee.

restttt.

2006-10-30T23:27:00.000+10:00

.. nearly finished eco.. n wth its only 11.20 .. thats odd! usually i'll be hard at work, doin some last-min assignment due in the nxt day. hehe but not tonite, i gta cheer up my tessieee poop. haha hold up.. she doent need me! someone else is takin over n cheerin her up........=

yes jess yes!! pimples! like arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~! i bet i bet, its the day at coast. somethin strange happened that day.....we both ended up covered wit dots&spots all over our faces!

acutie pie. a new nickname for my fb/mr.se/buttwipe/sir panda// haha im sure theres mre!

2 litres of water dwn my throat in just one nite! wow! guess how mani times ive went toilets..... way too mch to keep track~

signin off now; alwais..
loanieee.

attack of the pimples

2006-10-30T18:51:00.000+10:00

attack of the pimples!!! we must join forces babe and conquer this pimple epidemic :S its so bad. my ugly days are HORRIBLE. my hair, my face, my skin, everything. the only pretty thing on me right now are my nicely nourished nails :) so anyways, i finally decided to start on the road to beauty once again. i got my hair cut. face mask n all that shit. all lotioned out, so beautiful skin :) if i keep this routine up. hopefully i'll come out ok after this battle for beauty. :) economics draft in tomorow. ill start attacking that head on soon. but first ima lay back and watch some tv. havnt watched tv in a long while. i do think im deserving of some television. after all this low self esteem bs. :D i think im going to be ok. lol but do keep in mind im still recovering! so it'd be kind of u if u be considerate enough to NOT look at my face :) thanku. much appreciated.
love lots; jessica
p.s grade 12 finishing soon!! :O i will miss a few to be honest :( LOL my TAD class!!! ahh . lol ah jks =] no esp &earth science actually.

yay!!

2006-10-30T03:20:00.000+10:00

omg everiwun... congrads to me, i've finally finished legals =D... haha jst hope the oral goes well tmro! then theres eco......bleh.

hm, rite now i jst dno how im gna fall aslp.. wide awake here, thats y im bloggin at 3 somethin in the morning! hahah cnt slp.... holidais is the time i get my normal sleepin pattern back.

btw. havin faith, rather than doubts is the way to go.. im not sayin, rely on faith to get u somewhere, but its always best to have a lil bit of faith in u.

+ gurls, ive realised. its alwais best to like someone witout expectin anything in return. yes as my acutiee pie always say.. 'Just go with the flow.'

thats it for now, alwais..

Loaniee.

peace&quiet

2006-10-29T00:25:00.000+10:00

been listenin to piano pieces all day.. so calmin&lovely.. just loving it. im startin to see the better side of things..like to everithin. odd, yes buh i am. theres still tension between me n mi mum, yet feelin so mch s2 towards her. my doubts hav turned into... hm say..appreciation&gratitude.

still stickin wit the quote darls.. have faith, dont have doubts. i guess thats knda like my sheer stimulus..motivation.. nah, i kno who/what is keepin me goin. =]

remain&anticipate. hm does that make sense?

loaniee. =]

urgh ..what a dumb nght

2006-10-28T23:09:00.000+10:00

I really didn't know back then but right now i'm totally sure
(I Wish You Loved Me - Tynisha Keli) good song bro. ..im so tired right now but i dont wanna go sleep. i dont know why. im saying its too early but deep down..im waiting for something..anything. who knows what it is. i dont even know myself. what a sad sad night? lol .omfg. urgh. today.too hot for myliking. heat wave. its gonna get worse. there was apower outage in our catchment area. HAHA too much aircon im guessing. i didnt learn did i? i cant always have things my way! :[ muthafker. i hope ur all having a better night than me! well. im off to rest. sweet night pumpkins.
jess
p.s where are u :)

just another boring day

2006-10-28T17:04:00.001+10:00

Soo bored n annoyed ryt now!! nephews are ova and dey're just yelling, cryin, runnng round d house tryin to annoy me. man n my net... still dun have it yet, gotta wait another day for the computer man to cum n connect it, so ryt now i just hav to unfortunately share d computer wit my bro. its soo annoyin cuz he keeps sayin WAIT!! n his "wait" is lyk 15min each tym. i get soo annoyed but im glad im on now so i can blog it all out lol. but still not as excited as i thought cuz no1 is on to talk too, which really sux. loan n jess is sumwhere doin sumfin i dunno wat, lol prob loanie tryin to practice her new keyboard ryt now... i want to play mine too but i dun have ne piano piece to practice from. onli if i have tym den id ask vinh to teach me, he sed tat he'll teach me n loanie piano... so u guys wait to hear us play our piano piece :P...
newaiiz im off now... Cya!! :D

s2 Teresa aka Tess

omg. yay!

2006-10-28T14:38:00.000+10:00

Thank god for prepaid internet!! yes......!! =] ahah
ms'n ur goodbye cuddles~

<3 loanie!

be happy cos u are

2006-10-28T00:55:00.000+10:00

babe u shud never feel bad!! never ever. it actually makes me feel better when ur happy. alot happier. makes my day. and boys HA.nah dusnt matter. well finally u guys blogged.lol. im like up at 12.54 doing nothing but reading over my stupid blogs. quite intersting actually. :) aniwais my mums annoying me.im out. remmeber to not use that sharp brackets.the corrupt the html! aniwisss.latrs biatch.
p.s to my loanie babe. get ur net back.it'd be annoying not being able to contact u..cos u and ur mob dont mix. jess

2006-10-27T19:59:00.000+10:00

aww man the RELIEF... relief i tell ya!!!! hahha

loanie&tess.

heheh

2006-10-27T18:59:00.000+10:00

just arrived n kick-startin off this bloggin session! =]

let me try to remember wat i had blogged earlier on at school..hmm.... well with me, i dunno wat to blog ryt now either, had sumthing on my mind last nyt but now cant fink of it, it isnt that moment anymore, neho0s bak to me.. hahah wels wat a day... a total 360turn around!! came to school feelin so so happy!! jst so happy! .. assembly filled me up wit excitement for camp, then 10mins of exhausting yet fun asss dancing.. =] lol it was great. then .. lol i received two, yes not one but two bottles of bo beep lollies.. thanks buttwipe. wait theres stil more... i went to bio...and and ... Mr.Malar was AWAY.. and and... i had MR.VU!! yes mr. vu i love that man!! ..=D
ok i'll let loan tlk n come bak soon ;] heheh wat a funny one!! well well.. today i was pretty happy aswell knowin tat i hav found my fwnd again, even tho we havent talked to eachother for d whole week but im still happy tat we have sorted things out via MSN, OK dis myt sound a lil suss but dun take it d rong way, i onli fink of him as a FRIEND!! :D suss suss!! lol!! no its not suss, its just the truth, u just can't hack it lol!!:P... newaiiz mi turn darlin.. lol ur bloody harmonica hurted my teeth real bad ............. (recoverin from the pain) hehe

hm in a way i feel bad for feelin so so happy inside.. cos i kno that my darlin spice is feelin real bleh.. but keep in mind babe that boys r like accessories in life.. they're somethin u can liv witout.. lol at times... haha so dw gurls! we hav each other.. 24/7 ;] hehe jst that i hav a lil extra special someone ... hehe .. KIET.. hehe yes kiet... haha yay! i hav kiet! lol no.....pls dont get the impression that im obsessed over him.. lol i jst hehe yeh. loans turn!!

hmm.. well i was happy today but den yeh in a way i felt bad because of //

ohhh we see a shootin star!! mad! =] make a wish girlie *i wish....er ur not suppose to kno! =P BRB ppl vinhs over.. neho0s. btw guys i dnt hav the net nemore!! o.m.g... torture!!
x3nu

// newaiiz bak to me!! she just hogged the comp. lol well yeh bak to wat i was sayin lol... yeh...
hahhah "yeh.." ahha thats all she has to say.. hehe newais bak to ME... hahah jks .. here u go tess.. siff!!:D well hahahahahahah.... just speechless.. LOL. nah ok, seein my spice all upset ova a guy, just lyk how i was, made me feel really bad and hopeless, i couldnt do nefin to help her but be der for her, i guess its just up to her now!! if i can get thru dis den she can.. she is soo much stronger than i am. thats bcos u guys know that u hav me here for u!! ..alwais. forever n ever.. we don't need guys to be HAPPY!!:D yeh..i need A guy tho... sometimes... :P

okies time to end this god dam long as blog.. hehe CONGRADULATIONS if u guys made it to here.. cos i kno if it was me i wouldve tuned out yonks ago! nehooz goodbye now n we'll see u in a lil while, gudbye for today we'll c u agen errrrr please stop singin now!~!
hehe BYES ppl!

<3loanie&tess.

so far

2006-10-27T17:59:00.000+10:00

sorry babe for contradicting u but....

faith can only get you so far.

excluding the faith in religion because you know it's there. but faith in someone? faith in ur feelings? in his feelings? in trust? in security? faith can only get you so far...with respects to jbox. but right now ..i dnt see where faith wud've got me :( ..u know lost all of what was hope ? oh well. lolol. what a day in school.felt like shit. tired. headache. cramps. ... and something stupid to forget. stupid eco. stupid maths. stupid dancing. and...TAD ..wtf LOL lewis -_-" although he was extremely sexy in a strange drunk way. o.O lollllllll .

ta ta loved ones. . jessica

wat a day

2006-10-26T20:07:00.000+10:00

hm. wat a day.. woke up already feelin lik shit for not doin eco then here comes mrs.NEVER-stop-complainin n once again she does her thing.. complains. felt shit all day.. n yes i kno mi darlin jess was tryin to cheer me up (appreciatin it babe).. and yes she did, yet it still didnt bring a permanent smile to mi face..apparently however, after legals i was feelin quite ok.. dnt kno if its jst the isolation from everiwun or jst the thought that i'd see someone at lunch.. either way. thank god i felt better towards the end.. AND a special thanks to my lovely fb. jst feelin ur presence brought a smile to mi face =]

have faith, dont have doubts. still keepin that in mind jbox.

'dreams- BoysIIMen' i kno ur out. n i reali wna tlk + see u, yet listenin to this song over n over jst makes things easier.. =] u kno y? ...wel listen to the lyrics n u'll kno! 'I know i cant be there, baby its alrite..'

excited to hear someone sing.. ahha n see his special talent .. yes im sure u sound JUST like boyzone.......... lol woops i forgot. have faith, dont have doubts. =] haha nice hearin u soon!
oh my.. schoolwork >< how so hectic. buh lets not blog nor think abt it! =)
oh no, but cnt. i MUST do eco.. which was supposingly due today.. bleh, luvin mr.pratt.. so so NICE! sucha busy schedule yet this bloggin thing is quite.. hmm pleasant? i guess its a way u can express urself witout ppl suffocating u wit questions..? haha i dno. either way, i can see myself gettin hooked onto it. (Jess says: YES! she blogs!) haha. god blogged so mch alreadi. okies enouf for today.

luv loanie.

hmm

2006-10-26T19:06:00.000+10:00

lol ... lol lol lol ..ah .what did i get myself into. urgh. :[

you and me

2006-10-24T17:06:00.000+10:00

haha what a weekend. i was looking forward to spending a simple day in but that wasn't wat it was like at all. had to get stuff from Bunnings and craft stores for my bloody assignment with Son yesterday. Sunday went to Tess' cos friends stick together. right :). x3. soo tired in school today. just wanted to lean on someone's shoulder and sleep. sleep n sleep. OMFG and my wish came true. whats with those lil fluffy white things flying arnd? u know those things that can be wished on. couldn;t catch one! so loanie gave me the Bo Peep jar she got for anthony just because ..aww so sweet :p well she gave me it to wish upon :S && IT WORKED. cos out to lunch and and what did we see?? MAGIC. HA :D LOL ;) thanks babe for the BO PEEP wish. much appreciated. maths B assignment due in tomorow. LARDAS hahahahahaaa havnt started. have NO idea how to do it :( maths B FAILED -_-" dear me... well i reformatted my comp for the first time in my life. its so new and fresh and fast. but its sucha piss installing everything and re dling programs etc. LUCKY i burnt all photos and music before comp screwed up. its fate is it not. ha. well anyways im cruising. eat. then attempting the impossible. maths b.

x3jess

wow

2006-10-22T17:06:00.000+10:00

all three of us blogging.wow..ALL BOYS R FAGS" except.... ;hah no ALL!! even kiet!! yes hun you too! well anyways

dreamworld girls? i rekon it was awesome..very! blueclues ^^ love it, been beside me eversince..lol except now. OHH i get it..hahaha kiet hey. well i dno. i had a really good day. but i dno..went to le's after. had to go home cos my lil sister was gonna be home alone.slipped into some form of fuking depression stage.scary.. it was. but im ok now.for now.cos im at loans. :) loooking after each other.yes lucky us gurls have each other :) aint that rite gurls?? yes thanks . love u all! how disappointed was i..didnt get to say a proper goodbye. it was a romantic goodbye though wasnt it. the train doors closed on u while im standing outside reaching out to u. haha then u with ur oh no shit i missed the door look. haha what an idiot. as if u miss the door? haha i was tlkin abt KIET :P HAHAHA u shudve been with kiet instead of talking abt him.jeeez girl..haha what a day. all the rides and no puke. haha yes n we got jess to go on the giant drop TWICE aswell .. wat abrave girl ;) omfg. never again! HAHA never again. i get to watch lost when i get home. gnas gave it to me. haha :D awesomenesssssssssssssssssssssssssss. cough cough... suss! HAHAHA what btw loans sick...still sussed HAHA idiots/ ur DUMB!! lol something mores serious. if u knew something abt ur friend wud u tell? **CONTEMPLATING and it wud kill her if she knew.burstin her bubble. i guess..but there shudnt be a bubble in the first place. im off .. byess everiwun!

love jess, tess, loanie

by products

2006-10-18T20:30:00.000+10:00

I would like to officialy & sincerely welcome Loanie and Tess to this well nourished blog of mine. it is now a conjointed. i just thought we got stories that connect in such an interseting way. && id love to read the hidden voices of my beloveds :) have fun blogging girls. n have fun reading readers!

ANYWAYS. maths exam...errrrrrrrr i DONT KNOWWWWWW how i went. im quite scared of my outcome as a matter of fact. but ah well.

&&happy birthday monica n anthony!!!

maybe today didnt turn out well moni babe. but u got another 365 days to enjoy being 17! HA! whos old now? im still a tad older..BUT ur still old ..HAHAa 17's cool babe. :D enjoy love.
n anthony :) take care of baby panda. LOL its loanie ;) well im off to watch house ..SEASON FINALE! LIKE OMFG he gets shot. AH.man crazy shit. well latrs biatches. love;
heres something produced out of boredom and scarce talent.

maths b

2006-10-17T18:52:00.000+10:00

looks like theres no tv tonight for me. except idol. making time for that..definately. im going hardout for maths B tonight. have not studied at all till today and exams tomorow. its so crucial. omfg ....i cant jus wing it this time. half the stuff im unsure of. looks like a tough outlook for me. **sigh. ah well. why am i blogging??? no fcking idea. lol :S maybe dzusing up before the study. rah . im procrastinating.this is so bad. ok one more line. ....i.m.g .. loans. u know what i mean ;) my half obsession **faint. wish me luck for exams. thanks guys. i can feel the luck already! love;xx

tired

2006-10-12T21:14:00.000+10:00

im trying so hard to stay awake. well u see, im tryna balance out my sleep cycle. no afternoon naps even if i slept late and woke up early. i must keep with it. cos once u nap..u cant stop!! also, ive made a pledge to not watch more than 2 tv shows in a row a night. :) too much tv i think.wayyy too much. im hooked, please help me. im not doing any work. well schools cool. didnt end up going to the social. was quite disspointed really. but afterwards i wasl ike MEH ah well :D cos yeh. haha jus because. but ah yeh . :):):):):) i wish there was some bloody emoticons thingy i can use. im sick of this :) bs . :) i got... impossible maths b assignment to do, impossible economics report, do-able BOM assignment, maths B exam nex fckng week!, thats it. for now ! : ah . . going for my L's sometime this comng week. so wish me luck love ? thanku so. ta ta now :D

school tomorow

2006-10-08T22:01:00.000+10:00

i finished my english oral :D atm in economics..we're playing this stock market exchange game and then gotta write a report on why we bought so & so and why we sold so n so. like wtf?!i dont even know how to play the bloody thing. i know how to buy. but i mean..whats the point if u dnt know if its up or down? or sideways :S LOL nah that was a joke.... -_-" err the sideways part :S .. :D um yeh so i did contradict myself. i did end up going to moonfest. lol.. but only cos tess was back from camp and loanie wasnt doing anything ! so u know. us three and the world. it was short ..it was shit. but it was good then to tess' place after for a bitch session without the bitching. & yes ...school tomorow!!! :O my goodness this term is gonna be hektic. work load is gonna pile like theres no fuking tomorow. sorry no profanities -_-" holidays went by so fast hey. hmm next thing im in yr12 doing the QCS..nex thing schoolies.nex thing im successful managing my own business..nex thing im married, fat and running arnd after babies : NOOO. thats horrible.. i wanna keep my waist line when im married. gosh. ill make sure of that. wells..just brainstorming ideas for what me and son can make for our Operations Management assignment for BOM. any ideas guys?!?!?!??! please help with ideas. something thats do-able of course

english oral

2006-10-06T15:49:00.000+10:00

everyones out on this beautiful last friday of the holiday day and im at home progressing on my no where near done english oral. It's so bad doing an assignment during the holidays because your english goes bland and simple and you forget smart words. im second up for this blardy oral on the first day back second period. URGh. i cant even have it drafted. well anyways.. on sunday it was aarons birthday and i went to his bbq at that FARM!? LOL nah it wasnt a farm. but yeh that was alright. cool cool. then on monday we had oh joyful girls night in. on wed went shopping with my dear jane. and yesterday morning had my first job interview! it was for cotton on. LOl so when they ask what do u like about cotton on..what do u say if u dont ahve any of their clothes.. i think i did well. but i dnt thik its a success for me. i mean there was two groups andd abt 15 ppl in each. thats quite alot! i dnt stand a chance. no one was great looking though so i mean..not saying i have no chance at all..LOl er..... :) anyways. moonfest this sat and quit asking if im going. cos no i am not. i mean.. who's going besides the lil teeny weeny boppers.? OK WOW so if u press F11 this page goes full screen! HAHA accidently pressed it. new discovery :D 17 online from my brissy list and 14 on my syd list. NO ONE IS ONLINE! ! woa. so everyone is out. goodness me. i must continue my oral. but oh i cant... my brain is working at its peak level whilst on holiday mood. if i push it, it could overheat.

i dnt think this lil msg wil get to him but i dont think any of this gets to anyone anyways soo:
it's fine. things happen. thanku :) i really do appreciate it

here's one from girls night

couple from coast

rah

2006-10-03T00:06:00.000+10:00

rah...

give up

2006-10-01T01:22:00.000+10:00

if people give up more often, there would be fewer war

lol, i got that from stuart little 2 . lol

happy birthday aaron

new layout

2006-09-30T15:12:00.000+10:00

yeh... new layout ..lol

coast

2006-09-29T21:42:00.000+10:00

lets see..coast on monday was fabulous. much joy much joy :D sons, tiffanys, dannys, vinhs, vincents, simons birthdays. happy bday to tiff for this wed :D lovely day. the journay didnt take as long as we thought it would. cos like the saying goes.. time flies when ur having fun. :) though there were a few remarks by certain insignificants but hey. go to hell? the walk to the park along the beach took forever.. i was starting to think there was no park and the beach was never gonna end! like omfg my leg :( then oh the fun we had in the water n out. lol and watching tiffany tryna pop her passion pop.!! LOL the moment was like intensed.. just waiting n waiting ...and then POP. quite un suspected in a suspected way. then the walk back along the beach!! THAT was fun. but very very cold and very very tiring. i swear my thighs are nicely toned now :D haha much appreciated the excercise. the journey back was tiring. low moment for me. dont know why? because of that missing spot i have which still lingers from time to time... but ah well? so anyways. this week has been a completely lazy ass week for me. doing nothing at all. i enjoyed it. then today just came home from loanies. ate so much. watched so much. sang so much. nothingness so much. it was nice. then tomorow .. :) see how it goes. (Y) aarons bday this sunday. awesome. man ppl do sure have alot of sex during the christmas holidays. look at the september-oct babies!

well.. ta ta ! goodnight loved ones.